Just like Sade says, "This is no ordinary love".
And when my parents would play this song when I was younger, I didn't realize the message.
I didn't understand the lyrics, the love in her voice or the emotion she felt when she sung this song.
Now I do.
I have found a love that I have never known before. I know I have talked about Honey in the past, but as we grow and life continues to happen to us, my love just continues to grow for him.
We have a love like no other. We do everything together. LITERALLY. It is rare that you see me without him. And I love that. I used to be the girl who would pitty the girl who was always with her boyfriend or significant other, but I get it now. And I don't mean we are always together in that co-dependent sort of way, its in the way that's so perfect, so real. We genuinely love being in each other's company.
The other day I was off from work and as I laid in the bed thinking about my honey, I thought to myself..."Girl, you have it bad" I miss him when he is at work, like I am never going to see him again. This is how I know this is no ordinary love. This love runs DEEP, deep down into my being and I don't want this feeling to ever go away.
The feeling I feel for him so is organic, it happens so naturally. He encourages me, prays with and for me, he teaches me things that he may learn and just all around balances me. I feel like Jill Scott wrote those songs for me, you know the songs..."He loves me", "The Way" and even "Crown Royal" on a frisky day because that's how I feel about him.
I never thought I would ever find my soul mate, I didn't believe in soul mates...I thought that was just a thing people who are "deep" referred to their significant others...now I know different.
He brightens my day with his mere presence and yes, he annoys me at times but in those times, I want him near. This thing here, is deep! And I don't see it fading anytime soon because it grows everyday. Everyday I find a new thing about him, and I fall deeper and deeper into his spell. He has me. All of me and I don't want this feeling to end.
He is so caring and patient. Patient in a way that he knows what I need. Its like he was made especially for me, like God molded him especially for me. Now see, I know God is good and God is great but he burst the mold when he made Honey! And once again, that saying that everyone says...there is somebody for everybody...let me be the first to tell you that its true! God made him for me and me for him too.
I don't regularly express my emotions on this subject in such detail and so publicly but I can't contain this feeling that I have. I'm the only one, you're the only one just a couple of forevers is what I am waiting for(in my Chrisette Michele voice).
This is no ordinary love.
The other day I was off from work and as I laid in the bed thinking about my honey, I thought to myself..."Girl, you have it bad" I miss him when he is at work, like I am never going to see him again. This is how I know this is no ordinary love. This love runs DEEP, deep down into my being and I don't want this feeling to ever go away.
The feeling I feel for him so is organic, it happens so naturally. He encourages me, prays with and for me, he teaches me things that he may learn and just all around balances me. I feel like Jill Scott wrote those songs for me, you know the songs..."He loves me", "The Way" and even "Crown Royal" on a frisky day because that's how I feel about him.
I never thought I would ever find my soul mate, I didn't believe in soul mates...I thought that was just a thing people who are "deep" referred to their significant others...now I know different.
He brightens my day with his mere presence and yes, he annoys me at times but in those times, I want him near. This thing here, is deep! And I don't see it fading anytime soon because it grows everyday. Everyday I find a new thing about him, and I fall deeper and deeper into his spell. He has me. All of me and I don't want this feeling to end.
He is so caring and patient. Patient in a way that he knows what I need. Its like he was made especially for me, like God molded him especially for me. Now see, I know God is good and God is great but he burst the mold when he made Honey! And once again, that saying that everyone says...there is somebody for everybody...let me be the first to tell you that its true! God made him for me and me for him too.
I don't regularly express my emotions on this subject in such detail and so publicly but I can't contain this feeling that I have. I'm the only one, you're the only one just a couple of forevers is what I am waiting for(in my Chrisette Michele voice).
This is no ordinary love.
